Hunter's AAR

Some days are never better than most? WTF!

founder @ Hunter's AAR

Published on Oct 15, 2020

Some days are better than others, but I can't remember the last time I actually laughed or smiled. What's wrong with me? My mind races constantly but I can barely spit out two legible sentences. And I'm worried about yesterday so I do nothing today which makes me anxious on the following day. Wait what fucking day is it.  Look at phone shit missed my pysch appointment again No meds. Now my anxiety starts my MDD and my MDD fucks with my ADD but still no meds,  now it's day 14. I don't answer texts or calls... I hide from every living soul. Im going

into a meltdown..... Why are you such POS why can't you be normal you have 6 children but you can't get it right for one fucking day...now what my brain is trying to take me out it says don't be a pussy man up! Searching for a lifeline but who is there...you shut out all your friends years ago your family are close but you choose self destruction  because that's all you know.   Then you are just a number or like that judge told you "Son your a statistic".  

DJ HUNTER SSG  US ARMY(R)